Man, its SOOO cold outside!! I hate the cold weather!!!
I remember when I was a little girl I used to always love winter, it would always snow and we would go outside and have snowball fights and make snowmen….But I always paid for it later!! I would not last long outside with the rest of my siblings, my body would ach and ach. I didn’t comprehend that it was the cold weather doing it to my body! I have arthritis in my whole body, you name a joint and I have it it there!
I was really loving this winter, up until a couple days ago!! It’s so cold outside now, and waking up is like the wrose thing ever!!! I don’t want to go to sleep because I know I will have to wake up and I wont be able to move for a couple of hours. Well I will be able to move but it will hurt!!!
I guess I will just have to take that extra time and lay there and pray, God really knows how to get me slow down!!!
I want to slow down a lot this year! I have always been the type to go go go and only think about myself when I get really bad off, but I can’t do that anymore!! I have been sitting here thinking about all the things I need to work on in 2008 and I really want God to help me with these things. I have never been the type to come up with something I need to work on throughout the year because I didn’t think I would really follow through with it, but I have been thinking about it and I know that there are lots of things that I need to change. I know God loves me the way I am but he doesn’t want me to stay that way. He wants me to better myself and he tells us “In everything you do work at it as if working for the Lord” And I know working on bettering ourself is one thing we should work on, if not for yourself, then you can do it for the Lord!
I also I want to start writting down my prayers to the Lord, I love to look back at how things turned out. Its so easy to forget what the Lord has blessed us with. We are always wanting something but we can’t remember what we have gotten. I used to write my prayers down before Brent was walking with the Lord and I used to be so upset and praying that God would change him and the next thing I know God changed him inside and out and I forget that sometimes. I look at my jounal, page after page after page, talking to God and asking him to just change him and praising God and claiming it done….and after 3years its so easy for me to forget all of that. I still want to praise him for what he has done!!
Well I hope all of you have a Blessed year!!!
